Well it’s now Monday and everything is done. The rehersal went well. The rehersal dinner was great! The wedding went mostly as planned. 
The reception turned out to be perfect for JB & Heidi! Yeah!
I will probablly post the wedding ceremony on the blog so friends and family can read through it.
Well the time is drawing near when I will have to loose my two kids (cats). Unfortunately I have to choose between my future or my cats. I am trying to find homes for them, but if I need be they will have to go to the Boulder Humane Society.
I find myself feeling like a jerk. My oldest cat, Luna, will not be missed as much as my younger cat Ghost. Luna has become a very impersonal cat. She hides from everyone, and only wants to be petted once or twice then runs off “crazy” scared of nothing.
Ghost is such a lovable cat. He knows when people are having a bad day and wants to cuttle and make people smile. He loves to sit on laps and purrs frequently.
The worst part is they feel like my kids. I have spent most of my life feeling unloved and they have helped fill that space.
I can (and really must) believe they will find a good family and be happy there. If I spend time wondering or worrying that they have been put to sleep it will hurt too much because cats like Ghost are such a sweet and friendly cat.
It’s been a long time since I’ve cried and I hope losing them won’t be one of those times.
Well…due to the crappy blog system at My Space, the lame advertising at LiveJournal and my own crazy desire to use my own website….I will start using this as my primary (only?) journal.